Hey Lady.

Sorry I didn't call this weekend. I tried to lazy low all weekend and get myself back on track. Shoot, feeling depressed or anxious or plain old crappy is not fun. Thankfully I've been trying to read the Bible consistantly (for the past 5 days, ha) and talk to Kip a lot about how I'm feeling. Usually I try to figure things out myself, but it feels so much better just to say 'babe, i'm totally anxious about life in general, i don't know why' and then you just move on from there. I think it's so many things affecting me at once, but it is getting better. It makes me sad sometimes to think I've had this feeling twice now. I'm suppose to be stable! And confident! And calm! but instead I just randomly feel pressure in my chest and worry about the dumbest thing. I think a lot of it comes from being here for this long and being alone. I'm slightly worried that it will happen next year too, but then again, if we are moving a lot, then maybe not. Eitherway, Keep praying for me please chickiepie. I will call you this week though sometime :) Maybe I'll sneak out of work early on Wednesday and call you late your evening. we'll see....

OH my, before i forget, Leah uploaded new pictures of Kenton and I couldn't believe how big he is!!!! Han! He's got so much hair! And he's so big!! And I also can't believe that she is having a girl in 2 months! 2 months! how exciting. Ian and Amanda should be having their baby any day...I mean any day (the doctor wanted to induce her last week and she said wait).. Did you hear that baby's name. I'm scared to comment about it on here just in case it comes back and bites me in the butt later, but...well. It's Eoghan (like Owan) Javier Wayne Healsip!!!!

Um. If that's not the most multicultural name I've ever heard!!! Irish Spanish and Wayne! ha. So that kid is going to be one of the many boys that is scared to say his middle name. what's jonathans? How was your weekend though? Did you have a nice one! I hope you had a great great weekend either hanging out with the group or with jonathan. My mom said she really enjoyed seeing you the other night. Oh it's going to be nice to be able to eat dinner with you guys and talk IN PERSON! shoot.

also, since you are my bossom, thought you should know that since i've been all wacky, i think my touch is HYPER sensitive. The second Kip starts laying on the moves, I'm flaming! It's been quite the experience. like a virgin.........OHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....touched for the very first time.

SING IT TO ME MADONNA...............