Lately, I've been feeling pretty bad that I'm not around for all of your pre-wedding fun, stress, and events. Shoot. It's one of the biggest moments in your life, and I'm not able to be there to see you through it. I'm sorry I'm not there. I sort of feel like I'm letting you down being so far away, and also being the 'unavailable' bridesmaid. where's your bridesmaid...oh she's out of the country. damn. Han. I'm really sorry I haven't been there the past few months. I hope that you know that I want to help with everything and anything once I'm back. You want to go pay so and so, I'll come with. You want to get another fitting. I'm there. I don't want to be absent for this huge event, considering we've spent years talking about who, when, where, how. I guess I just miss you, I miss being around each other, and I miss being at your beck-and-call.Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Lately, I've been feeling pretty bad that I'm not around for all of your pre-wedding fun, stress, and events. Shoot. It's one of the biggest moments in your life, and I'm not able to be there to see you through it. I'm sorry I'm not there. I sort of feel like I'm letting you down being so far away, and also being the 'unavailable' bridesmaid. where's your bridesmaid...oh she's out of the country. damn. Han. I'm really sorry I haven't been there the past few months. I hope that you know that I want to help with everything and anything once I'm back. You want to go pay so and so, I'll come with. You want to get another fitting. I'm there. I don't want to be absent for this huge event, considering we've spent years talking about who, when, where, how. I guess I just miss you, I miss being around each other, and I miss being at your beck-and-call.
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dont cry.. have a dry eye.. !! ;)
of course i know it is out of your control for you to be gone.. if you were ignoring me while i was here in MN, THAT would be a completely different story..
do i miss picking things out with you? YES.. do i sometimes feel there is no one to go with? YES.. but that doesnt mean i was able to be there for YOU either!! So, in the same way.. i wasnt able to do little details with you..
it is our curse i guess.. not to be an intricate part of the pre-planning.. but dont you worry..
i know once you are here, you are here to help.. i wouldnt think any different of you.. i know you will help me when you are here. and i am looknig forward to having some FUN around here for once!! ;)
thats life! but , you are still my maid of honor.. and i know why i chose you, and its not so you can pick up my dry cleaning :) its because i am so glad to have a friend like you that even in korea with one phone call every 2 weeks, you remain the closest friend i have ever had..
ok/
kapish?
JOSIE
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